No one's first and you're next
journaling
i feel like…if im gonna journal…ima have to do it every single day…because otherwise im never gonna be able to keep up…i feel like if i just started right now out of the blue, i’d have to write a several hundred page “the story so far” section…so i really dont know where to start.
Facebook Official Relationships
Does anyone else quantify the seriousness of a relationship partially by weather or not it’s facebook official…cause I know that I do…which is just weird to me. I guess it’s a good thing for the facebook corporation that they have that degree of control over our thinking…but at the same time it makes me feel kinda pathetic…that I feel subconsciously that it’s now facebook’s privilege to denote the seriousness of a relationship…hmm…
how to be happy
i dont know how many people ever google
“how to be happy”
or
“how to make friends”
but it seems that someone does…because when i do…it comes up as a common search…such that i dont have to type in the last few letters myself…and i wonder…are these people…more…or less pathetic…than i am?
I’ve never seen a night so long
When time goes crawling by
The moom just went behind a cloud
Im so lonesome I could cry
-Hank Williams
So i guess i never post anything… So…
Im in the nurse at the moment… Dont feel well… Theyve got me in a little section thing with the curtains drawn around me so i can rest
Figured id take some time to write…
I like how you never use names when you write… Just say ‘he’
So i figured ill do the same
So you get to be called you… And you know who you are/ is… :3
Mrehh
Im so tired… Just laying here…
At least theres a weekend right after this and my next 3 classes are gonna be easy
I think ima try to hang out with her (the one with the eyes)
And yeah… That should be good
Hmm im supposed to talk about my feelings… Uhm…
I think we’re getting closer to the end of all this everyday so i try to stay optimistic cause i know that soon itll be back to how it was and i loved it so much then :3
That was such a runon…
Anyway i think thats long enough…
Hmm…
the bitches and hoes
well its not like most relationships where they end up hating me…shes just kinda…uninterested…apathetic.
i mean i know id heard about people losing interest but i think this is the first time its happened to me…
its nigh worse this way I think…if she just told me she hated me thatd be that…this ones kinda drawn out…ah well…
amen.
so be it.
